Saturday, July 30, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

alamak!

i've gained weight! winter has got to me! if i don't want any teasing bout my spare tyres when i come back at the end of the year, i need to lose 10 kilos (but that doesn't mean i gained 10 okay!)

now,
how the hell am i gonna lose 10kg?

*the anorexic diet begins*

+ > the glamour babe posted at 3:21 PM < +

Friday, July 29, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

gossipmonger, firestarter!

i hope Allah punish you severely!

ohh!!!!! it was YOU who started the rumour bout me liking him eh?
i sure pity you.
what are u trying to achieve here? you want more friends?
i suggest you be more HUMBLE if u want to be liked.
i suggest u to GROW UP if u want to be respected.

hmph!

u think i'm a kid do you?
at least i didn't drink or eat the HARAM stuff when pressured to do so.
at least i kept to my stand of not consuming the haram stuff and that was the LEAST you could do for Allah.
but i don't think u had that in mind at that moment of time did you? u wanted to protect your ego and you were so bent into it. rite?

lemme tell you smth....
i DID respect you.
i DID consider you as a loyal friend.
i DID find you adorable coz i THOUGHT u were sincere.

but i guess i was WRONG. oh so wrong!

i really pity you. no wonder you don't have many friends. let me tell you somethin... friends are beautiful people who are always there for you. and i have a bunch of them. they may not ring me often, they may not have me in their minds often. but when i need them, they're ALWAYS there for me. i guess you wouldn't know the feeling coz (get this) u have no true friends. maybe u deserve it. others realise soon enough that u're a hypocrite and a big time back stabber.

its my bad really.
its my bad for wanting to to give you a chance.
its my bad for brushing aside your ego and made you a freind.
its my bad for actually trusting you all these while.
its my bad for taking in your ignorant arrogance as someone who prefers to share.

you're selfish afterall.
you're not dependable.
you're a big time bitch.
you're a big time coward.

no. i don't hate you. i'm too full of love.
and i don't stoop to your level.

goodbye so-called 'friend'. may you find happiness in life.
and i hope you mind your own business from now coz if u you don't repent now, Allah WILL punish you.

i'd be very scared if i were you.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 12:56 AM < +

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

history lesson today

shit happens.
yearps! corny, but that was that we were discussing abt in the hist lesson today.

okay... my sadness period has pretty much passed! (with flying colours this time. pun intended). thankyuk many many to kak zai... was great talkin to you! heheheh! 3.5 more months kaK! woohoo!

i felt relieved aft i received sms frm the boss sayin he's landed. (see! i'm worried like he's a little boy rite!). and the boss called jus now. so, not very sad anymore la.... i can bounce very well... mind over matter u know.

tankiuk also to ppl who were comcerned! heh! (i feel like a superstar already! trimakaseh!) the msn, the sms and the coaxing into leaving the house in the middle of the night to go to supermarket. nyeheh!

and! i'm finally warming up to new housemate! yeay! yeay! Alhamdulillah! she gave me her tut notes for my tut tmr... but i didn't copy hor! i read them only okay! by the way, her name's Pato (pronounced as pah-too). will post her pic when i upload the pics. now.... i need to sleep.

bounce baby out the dcoor

+ > the glamour babe posted at 1:46 AM < +

history lesson today

shit happens.
yearps! corny, but that was that we were discussing abt in the hist lesson today.

okay... my sadness period has pretty much passed! (with flying colours this time. pun intended). thankyuk many many to kak zai... was great talkin to you! heheheh! 3.5 more months kaK! woohoo!

i felt relieved aft i received sms frm the boss sayin he's landed. (see! i'm worried like he's a little boy rite!). and the boss called jus now. so, not very sad anymore la.... i can bounce very well... mind over matter u know.

tankiuk also to ppl who were comcerned! heh! (i feel like a superstar already! trimakaseh!) the msn, the sms and the coaxing into leaving the house in the middle of the night to go to supermarket. nyeheh!

and! i'm finally warming up to new housemate! yeay! yeay! Alhamdulillah! she gave me her tut notes for my tut tmr... but i didn't copy hor! i read them only okay! by the way, her name's Pato (pronounced as pah-too). will post her pic when i upload the pics. now.... i need to sleep.

bounce baby out the dcoor

+ > the glamour babe posted at 1:46 AM < +

Monday, July 25, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

the daddy's left

sad? definitely... even if it meant that i had to clean the toilet floor and sink everyday coz he makes a hell lot of mess aft he's done in the morning.

it was real good while it lasted... i want my parents back here again... if possible. i found out that my dad is actually hard of hearing, clinically proven. i get fed up at times having to repeat many times what i had said.... now, i feel guilty, sorry and i feel that he's really fragile afterall.... i care for my dad like a mom caring for her little son.... i am worried for his safety coz i know he's not as strong as he looks like.... he's human afterall..... with a heart condition and oth limb problems (heheh!)

new housemate is out... feels like the good old times when i was alone in this flat. i do feel lonely but i'm enjoying it. heh!

i survived five and a half months... whats another 3 and a half yeah?

btw, i was made to feel like a whore/spg on my way home. bloody cheekopek white trash! sheesh! no, i don't wanna elaborate. i'm going into my world of loneliness now....

lonely, i feel so lonely
i've got nobody
of my own......

*poof!*

+ > the glamour babe posted at 7:55 PM < +

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

miss miserable's rumblings

new housemate has moved in. and i'm not warming up too well. i got used to living all alone and was actually enjoying it tremendously. now that i have another person in the house.... i feel trapped. i feel like i have no more home. don't get me wrong... she's nice (but she talks alot... oh well.... when u're indian... u can never make anythin short and sweet eh? no puns intended... i'm 75% indian too okay).

the father is going home early... 5 days early. i think (no, i'm SURE) i'm gonna fall into the doomed 'D' land on monday. btw, i've no sch on monday! whoopee! heh! dragged him to uni movies juz now... we watched starwars episode 3! haha! we went to a wild life park too! haa! he finally saw life kangaroos and koalas!!! haa! bachin la... dah nak balik baru nampak binatang binatang nie semua.

sch so far ain't too bad. i've a presentation in 4 weeks for hist. assignments are heavy but at least there're not much tests unlike last semester where i had one or two psyc tests a week. really hope all goes well this semester. saw familiar faces arnd sch and am gonna meet up with some of them for dinner (the big baby will be left at home with the nieghbour. nyeheh!).

ooohhh!!!! my second biggest fantasy has come true today! i was caught by surprise!!! haa! but! i shall NOT story it here coz i'm SURE it'll create a controversy. so!! my darling friends.. ask me abt the 'black guy' when u see me on msn or when i call yous or vice versa okay! nyeheh!

+ > the glamour babe posted at 11:46 PM < +

Monday, July 18, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

i feel like updating

okay.... been entertaining dad (lotsa cooking included). had tortellini for dinner juz now. had chicken rice a couple of nights ago. had steak and roasted potatoes (thanx to naked chef. watchin his shows proved to be useful afterall!). we did go out for our meals a number of times but expensive they were! heh! dad's been here for almost 3 weeks and he's miserable. he doesn't wanna stay for more than 3 weeks while the initial plan was to stay here for a month (slightly over 4 weeks).
okay, i'm sure many ppl would be surprised tt i actually made chicken rice all by myself. right sab? right dolna? my secret recipe? the heinz chicken broth (or was it stock?) and i added chicken stock (the cube one frm maggi) for extra taste! heh! some slices of ginger in the rice and i let the electricity do the cooking. nyeheh! (while i prayed very hard tt the rice would cook nicely). i made chapchye (is tt the spelling? sounds like it but i doubt so). chicken? easy! halal roasted chicken shop around the corner. (hey! i juz passed my moisturiser and lip balm to my dad while he's lying in bed coz he's too lazy/cold to get up. heheh! cute la si pakcik nie).
results of my cooking? as the boss would say, "ADER RASA". that's it. hmph! okay la... vege and tortellini was sedap. the rest was juz ader rasa. oh well.... i think i'll stick to being a perasan queen/divaH.
the new sch term will start in abt 7hours. doesn't seem like a 5week break to me. it seems like i juz had a couple of days break only. hmmm... many would say that spring session will end so quickly that it'll feel like a breeze. i dunno.... i'm skeptical at the moment. i made it through this 5 months without going back home... will i make it through the remainder 4 months? i'll have a crazy 3rd yr hist paper on top of the core psycho subjects.... i wanna do well laaaaaaaa........ i don't wanna juz make it. i don't see the point of just passing when there are ppl who do well. get the drift? okay... i'm rambling now.
to the ppl who's exams are giving them a problem with the sch system.... all the best. whatever it is, God gives u only the best. juz take it in ur stride yeah? it may be hard, it can be smooth as well. i hope its the latter. i'll post more pics on my qld trip as and when i miss home, feel sick of sch of juz feel like it okay? (oh well... it is MY blog. nyeheh!).

ps:Sub...kuah salat(d)? or is it puteri salad? never heard of it la darling. are u trying to be like farhana? she'll msg me whenever she's having food tt i mention abt here on her trip back home.... hunn.... muz show me the pics then i'll feel terrible okay? nyeheh! but i miss the ppl more then the food la. hee!

+ > the glamour babe posted at 1:37 AM < +

cubed tomatoes, capsicum and beef/mutton (or whatever meat u like). marinate meat with whatever marinate u like (just salt and pepper for me) wrap meat with white or brown onions (they taste nicer in my opinion). place them in the skewer (like the picture) and drizzle oilve oil on the shish kebabs and sprinkle pepper (if u want to). bake or grill it till the meat is cooked. can do it on a bbq also. but bake at home is nicer.... mebbe its juz the nicer ambience at home i guess. heh!

+ > the glamour babe posted at 1:35 AM < +

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

waterfall and in a cave.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 11:29 PM < +

i was more concerned of gettin bird poop over my topi than them on the tin plate.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 11:28 PM < +

let the pic do the talkin

+ > the glamour babe posted at 11:26 PM < +

no! i don't want u to see my lollies from willy's shop! hmph!

+ > the glamour babe posted at 11:25 PM < +

i laugh like scooby... so i took picture with the scooby gang la.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 11:23 PM < +

she wanted to quit the job so i took over (naturally). hah!

+ > the glamour babe posted at 11:22 PM < +

not so tall afterall. hmmph

+ > the glamour babe posted at 11:21 PM < +

can u see me dancing?

+ > the glamour babe posted at 11:19 PM < +

my past life... i was the mutated version of bonnie

+ > the glamour babe posted at 11:18 PM < +

lost world

+ > the glamour babe posted at 11:16 PM < +

he didn't wanna trade his tool for my empty plastic bottle

+ > the glamour babe posted at 11:03 PM < +

i'm a superstar too okay

+ > the glamour babe posted at 10:56 PM < +

ohhh baby!

+ > the glamour babe posted at 10:54 PM < +

matrix house

+ > the glamour babe posted at 10:53 PM < +

THEY'RE GONNA GET ME! (matrix alien thing).

+ > the glamour babe posted at 10:51 PM < +

lipstick reflection test: FAIL. (batman mobile)

+ > the glamour babe posted at 10:50 PM < +

strong wind... that's why i was senget. heh!

+ > the glamour babe posted at 10:48 PM < +

my hp drowned in coke.... frus u noe

+ > the glamour babe posted at 10:47 PM < +

TuanKartu (mastercard)

hat: 5AUD

wobbly pointed high heeled boots: 50AUD

new top: 10AUD

jeans: 100SGD

danngling earrings: 3AUD

rushing to the train station before putting on make up to catch the train only to find out that there's no train service: PRICELESS.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 1:01 AM < +

Saturday, July 02, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

sneak peek

Byron Bay... where the whales were (but there was only one, and it was bloody far).

+ > the glamour babe posted at 1:27 AM < +